My Little World

Yesterday was a tough day for me cuz it was my very last day at my school, last day of my high school life. La, it was an emotional day. I cried a lot. In the morning, we had a ceremony to express our gratitude to our teachers. At the begining, we sang some songs, hmm, to kill time while waiting. Hahahh First was this couple. They sang very well. Hmm, you guess what, she cried as soon as the music started. Please girl, I've tried to refrain from crying and you broke it. Good job, girl. This isn't her normal self, la. She cried so much that she couldn't sing the full song. Second was this girl. She reminded me of my first days at primary school. "Hôm qua em tới trường. Mẹ dắt tay từng bước, ớ ơ..." Third was this band. Aww, they sang my favorite song. Sorry cuz I didn't remember the band's name.   "Mai sau lớn lên người, làm sao có thể nào quên. Ngày xưa thầy dạy dỗ, khi em tuổi còn thơ..." Fourth was our class sang t...

It's raining very hard outside. I'm sitting at the living room, drinking hot soymilk mixed with condensed milk (or I call it as "sữa nành bò". It sounds quite strange, right?). I don't know why I am so sentitive these days :((( Damn I have to admit that I'm missing him a lot. I fall in love with him at the first sight nearly 2 years ago. He's 4 yrs older than me. I'm happy to have him in my life. I don't know whether we can go far with each other in the future or not. Just know that at present, we belong to each other. I feel safe when I'm with him. He asked me: "Why do you love a shadow like me? Why do you love a guy who can't go back home?" I told him: "If I know the reason, that wouldn't be love anymore." That's the truth man. You can love a guy wildly and crazily and sincerely without any reasons. Oh, come on. Rainy days are making me so emtional. And if you wanna know, it stops raining.

I'll write in both English and Vietnamese but I'll try to use as much English as I can because sometimes expressing thoughts and feelings in English is better and easier than in Vietnamese.  Let me introduce a little about myself  My name is Trân or you can call me Grace if you want.  I'll turn 18 in next 3 months. Oh God, I'm too old now :((  I trust in God. Listening Catholic songs make my soul safe.  I only have 2 days left to live my high school life.  I'm gonna take a big EE to University :(((  I have a Math teacher as my idol. Wow, it sounds quite weird, right? But I'll talk about him later.  I have a homeroom teacher as a friend. This girl, she gave me more than just lessons, she gave me happiness, sincerity and trust.  I have a class to call "family"  I have crazy friends to play with and a guy to miss. I'm sitting on the school bus to rewrite this. Something was wrong last night so my...

     Thầy, thầy Đạt và thầy Dũng là ba người thầy con yêu quý và kính trọng nhất trường. Tuy thầy chưa một lần dạy con tiết học chính thức nào ở trường nhưng 2 năm học thêm với thầy cũng đã đủ để con quý mến thầy mỗi ngày một nhiều hơn.      Đêm qua, con đọc được bài viết của các bạn chuyên Lý viết về thầy. Không hiểu sao mắt con lại đỏ. Trong bài viết đó, có 1 câu thầy nói mà con rất thích: " Đôi khi các em sẽ phải luồn cúi, phải làm những việc mà mình không muốn, nhưng hãy nhớ lương tri của mình nằm ở đâu."  Th ầy nói rất đúng. Con thích học, thích khám phá những kiến thức mới nhưng con lại ghét phải  thi. Con ghét bị áp lực về điểm số, thứ hạng. Nhưng dù con ghét điều đó đến mức nào thì con vẫn phải l àm , trước mắt là kì thi Đại học. Bây giờ, mỗi buổi sáng con mở mắt ra chỉ toàn thấy nào là điện xoay chiều, là sóng cơ, là con lắc lò xo và mỗi tối trước khi...